Random posting. Not a lot going on. Have the boys this weekend but mostly chores planned. Maybe I'll take them to a movie.
Last summer and fall I had a devil of a time sleeping, and have been taking Ambien and Klonopin (low dose) at night. Haven't had trouble sleeping for awhile, so tried to roll them back last night, and of course didn't sleep well. Woke up at 3:00 am like I used to. Feeling kind of crappy today.
Starting to get eager to get off the meds. The anti-D too. Would like to believe that I'm getting to the point where I can.
Mmm did have the urge to call XW last night, but didn't - if nothing else I can respect her request for this boundary, but also breaking and making habits.
Still just thinking, thinking. Continues to be the biggest fact in my life, and not many moments where I'm not thinking about it. Not particularly impatient, just observing myself.
And I'm freaking out of coffee. That's it, we're going by Starbucks before going to the vet. I'm off.
