Was thinking about the holidays approaching and H asked about thanksgiving a few days ago...I told him my folks had plans this year - doesn't really bother me. He made out like they were letting me down by not being there for family (they have plans with friends this year)...I was thinking - HUH????? and you are concerned with your family?
This got me to thinking...I feel like I don't have anything to be thankful for this year - lets see... This year's events: 1. lost my husband 2. lost my best friend 3. lost my soul mate 4. lost my pride 5. lost my dignity 6. lost my self-confidence 7. lost my sense of security 8. lost my dream home 9. lost my kids every other day
and on, and on, and on.....
Woke up this am thinking - I can't take this anymore...then I went onto the Match.com website to check out a co-workers profile (she just joined) and read some of the ads...and got very depressed....I DO NOT WANT TO BE SINGLE AGAIN...UGGGGHHHHHH.
SO......This has renewed my DB spirit for now. But I do think I need to be bit more mysterious....gonna follow KML's advice given to Cathy on her thread the other day. Need to get a Tom Petty CD....will Sheryl Crow work - just got her new one and it is very good.
