feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Thanks LSG.

Here we go. When he is out front waiting and I drive up and pass him by like I don't even know him. Wonderful how our life has turned out huh Mr. Luv? This is what you wanted. He came to pick up the kids for breakfast. I had to drop off friend at a function this morning...it figures he comes early. I tried to avoid running into him but he was here when I pulled into the driveway.

Older son came in after talking with him for a while and said mom do you know dad has a disease? some respiratory disease that he has coughing fits. Evidently he passed out from one of these and hit his head and has stitches. Personally, I think he fell when he was drunk but that's just me.

I thought there was something up with that cough it used to bother me I thought something was wrong but anyway - not my problem anymore I guess. I have a day to myself. I will be constructive and get ready for my trip tomorrow.

Last night I was in the pool and thinking about everything. Although I was having a good time I still felt this empty feeling. I hate that feeling more than anything. I guess I'm feeling it all by myself. I have to remind myself that he doesn't care so why should I?

Well people...I hope everyone has a nice Saturday.

Luv....Luv