She will probably never have an epiphany of what she lost. This is destroying me.
Today s3's mom calls my mother to ask her if she could watch s3 while she goes out of town. Mind you I'm not told anything about it.
I get disrespected and treated like trash.
I'm exhausted. I don't want to do this anymore. I'm really thinking of giving up on everything.
Everyday I wake up and still don't want to be here. Nobody understands what I'm trying to do.
Nobody gets it.
Can't see kids cause their mothers are jerks. WAW abandoned me. I'm sick and can't take this no more. NObody understands my depression.
Nobody understands me not being able to work even though I tried to do it. They don't understand all the appointments that were scheduled and then nothing happens.
Now in hindsight they stated I shouldn't have told them about the appointments.
I HATE THIS SHYT
waw 36 (spiritual covenant and common law marriage)me 32 together 13 mos. Bomb dropped march 2nd 2010
children SD (8) S (10) S (3) need help from anyone with my sitch