Burt first let me apologize for hi-jacking your thread.
Puppy,
I have spent the last few day reading Chocolateeyes and Puppy. The first one was much easier to follow than Puppy. Right now I am up to about a year ago and I will keep reading but it is hard to follow the right posts about your sich. OMG I do understand a little bit better where you are coming from. I feel sorry for you for the past 20 years. I haven't finished the last year but by your comments on this thread I can't help think that nothing much has changed. I do think that the time you have been on this board(6 years) you have totally missed what is going on with your W. Of course that is JMHO. You are closer to the sich and I am sure have better insight into it. I think that Burt,you and I are all very similar, at least right now. The time prior to you being on this board I will say that was different(maybe).
Have you ever been able to get your W to get a medical diagnosis of your/her sich? My guess is that you have not but please correct me if I am wrong. I did send you a message in the alt. After reading your sich you gave lots of clues to who you are.
Have a great weekend.
Burt sorry again for the hi-jack but this may help all of us!