Hey there Gardener and Lola,

Thank you so much for checking on me. I've been, um, well, how shall I say ... a little sad. I guess it's just the process that brings me down, just the process. A little hard to take, I guess.

The judge ordered him to pay $500/paycheck and $4,000 attys. fees, which, from the face of it looks good, but he was already paying for the electric and Internet and the judge ordered me to pay it now. So, I guess we're even.

Thanks again everyone who's reading. Please stay in touch.

poet