I have been unable to think of a name for this... and several times I have come here and tried to update, but stared at a blank screen not able to type... other times I have typed a novel and not hit submit, 'cuz my situation has been so convoluted from the beginning even the people who have stuck with me through it all have a hard time following.
That said, I am determined to type this morning and hit the submit button!!
Basically H and I are separated and will eventually be getting a divorce. Not what I want... hasn't ever been what I want, but it's way past time for me to accept reality.
H is of he mind that this is all my fault! That I am angry and unwilling to work things out. But working things out to him is going back to how things were... he refuses to see that he has any work to do at all. His privacy is way more important to him than re-earning my trust.
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011
