I just caught up on your post. I wanted first to say that I'm sorry that the world is such that you felt you had to hide your real identity here. Geez, this place is most likely the most gut-spilling place you would never want to be at--what's to hide?
You have been on quite the roller coaster. What an incredible journey. I can't add more than what others have said.
They all told me there was "another side" to this journey, and I am almost squinting open my eyes behind my hands to peek a bit around the corner, and see if that could possibly be true.
As you are finding yourself enjoying other company amidst the ups and downs, you can see and know that there is life after this process. I'm going on faith here! Enough people have reassured me that this is so.
Keep on keeping on, is all I can say. Each day has its steps, its moments, its low and higher points. Hopefully the higher points come more often.
