wow, really, nm? that's incredible that he came crawling back. I am so glad she was able to express her anger. It's so hard keeping it in! The whole OW thing is just horrid.

thanks everyone for giving me some hope.

even though my anger is justified, I kinda do need to learn to shut my trap and be patient, for my own sake, if nothing else.

Going dark/letting go/giving him to a higher power... I will have to look hard to find the inner strenght to acheive this...

I feel like calling him. I am so needy!

(had interesting back pain & abdominal pain during the night..thinking it was practice labour... I am clearly v emotional now it's all so imminent!)

thanks again for holding my hand through this... you are the best!