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Sorry that you have regrets.

You said things you felt. You didn't ruin anything as far as reconciliation.

Don't apologize right away. Let it sit. Be dark for a little while. If your labor starts, decide then what you want to do with WH.

You can tell him that about his stuff; you could have your parents tell him so you don't talk to him; you could let it wait. . .

Others may have better advice, but I wanted to comment right away. Thinking of you.