Feeling really nervous about seeing W and bringing up the new things ive learned about myself. Man, I love her soo much and I know I've been a bonehead but I've grown soo much in the last two weeks. I know it sounds rediculous but I feel like such a potenially more aware and responsible partner. I wish she we soften her heart for just a second to see it. This pain in my stomach is unbearable.
Sorry for venting, I just am trying to be so postive and strong in front of her and at work I have to be super tough and "cool" all the time. I never have anywhere to let it all out.
