still separated, headed for D?

[newmama]

I am blabbing a lot lately but I have decided it is time for me to shut up about my hope for my M to people IRL! I get the feeling they just look at me with pity like "that poor deluded woman who thinks her marriage still has a chance."

I signed up for another single parents group where you do stuff with your kids, too. It will be a couple of weeks before I can attend an event but oh well- at least I am getting to know other single people. I still picture my life with WH and visualize drawing him to me, etc. like the plan. But I am lonely! I want to meet more friends and currently I am a single parent! So I hope it doesn't screw up my positive thinking/laws of attraction!