I'm sorry you're feeling low kitti. Having been there recently, it is hard to get past.
Quote: So just know we have to go through these bad times and feelings to get to the good times!
And you have MANY more good times ahead of you kitti.
You can't go back and fix the you from yesterday. All you can do is focus on the YOU from today, and look forward to the YOU that you'll be tomorrow. You know that you are a different person than you were, and you are growing and changing every day. As long as you continue to grow and change as an individual, and don't let life become stagnant, you will find many more good times ahead. That will flow through you and into your M naturally.
You'll get past this slump. Trust me...the good times are right around the corner.
Me 47 Ex H 46 Bomb 9/02 D final 3/04 Ex H now married to OW
------------ This is surviving. There is no such thing as a normal life, there's just life. So get on with it and enjoy it!