I'm sorry that you've been feeling down, KK. I'm not sure I've read deeply enough to understand exactly what you're feeling...but you know that I can relate to much of the sadness and confusion.
I think you mentioned that it wasn't necessarily directed at the state of the R...but maybe more at the state of your life?
sigh. I can relate.
I think I'm having my OWN MLC
I got home from school last night...and relaxed on the couch and thought...goodness...how has this LIFE escaped me so?
I haven't regained my enthusiasm for school My job drives me nuts but I'm totally unmotivated to do something else I spend NO time on my volunteer job anymore My r with my mother is in shambles my r with my dad, stepmom and half-brother isn't far behind.
All doable stuff...but I'm sad and mad at myself for what I've let go...particularly since it's not how I "view" myself.
Anyway....another thread hijack!
BTW- don't know if this makes you feel more positive but I was gonna point Loved One at your thread to give her a positive viewpoint!
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
