V1olin's new life without wife

[v1olin]

I am trying to be thankful for what I do have but for some reason I started to miss my stbxw a lot the last few days. The new lady is very understanding about the stages of divorce and grief so she has suggested maybe we cool it until my D is final. We are going out tonight for a walk through the city and I think I am going to talk to her about it. I guess I am suprised that I am not "over" my stbxw.