Glad you are feeling better. Suddenly going out with caffenine will get me everytime. Sorry about your date getting postponed. Maybe this will give you time to chat more and feel even more comfortable before you meet.
Have fun on your run!
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
Yeah...I am going to be sore at 5 am when I get up for bootcamp! Went to the Y after mowing the yard. Ran 7.3 miles, don't know how I will EVER get to 12.4!!! aargh
So I had called the kids on the way to the Y to say goodnight in case they were in bed when I got done. Got VM so told dan I was calling kids and would try again after the Y. Got in car at 9:05, called but VM again. So I texted, "Are they awake?"
He didn't answer and by then I had arrived at his house bc I needed to drop off Nathan's practice clothes for baseball tomorrow. Since I hadn't heard from Dan I just dropped the bag of clothes on the porch and left, they didn't even know I was there! Didn't want to interrupt if they were doing the bedtime routine...just texted him that the clothes were there
He had the kids call me like 5 minutes later. Nathan sounded so little on the phone! He asked me "Mom what are we doing Monday?" bc I don't get them back until Sunday night... I asked what he wanted to do. He said, "I want to flop a big blanket all over the living room floor and just cuddle you"...
Then Sydney got on and the first thing she said is, "Mommy when is it going to be a Mommy Day?" I told her, "In four days baby." She sighed in a sad way. I told her I would see her tomorrow bc I am going to go to brubby's (Nate) first practice. I hung up and texted Dan--I know, shouldn't have-- "Kids missing me and I miss them" and he replied "Sydney very much so this evening. I will give her extra hugs for you."
Sad mad and frustrated... The kids want their mom and dad all the time, it makes me so angry that they have to share us when none of this is their fault...I know it is the same thing everyone is dealing with but it is getting to me tonight...
UGH. Such a crappy end to the evening. The kids were missing me, I missed them. Went to bed at eleven and Dan started texting...I was literally asleep I think when he did so I couldn't really remember what it was about. Oh yeah I had texted him that Nathan got a bday party invite in the mail for a classmate for Saturday afternoon.
He replied back after I was in bed that he would take Nathan, then he asked where Nathan's bball equipment was as he has practice today. I replied it was in my trunk, car unlocked. He asked how he could get to it from work I said duh pick it up before work. Well he called this am and was running late (surprise) so I said I would just bring it with me since I plan to go watch the first practice.
Don't know if it was cause I just texted but dreamt about him last night. Not good. We were riding in the car and I was in backseat and I notice he has on a giant ring (literally like coffee mug sized--weird dream!) and it is crystal with a gold square and the square had the name "Kin" engraved in it...not Kim, Kin. (???)
So we got home to my house and kids went to bed and I asked him if he got married. He said Yes. I said, "To that girl who sold you your car?" (In reality he bought his car from a guy at a dealership so don't know what's up with that) He said, "Yes." I said that was fast, is she pregnant? He said, "Yes."
Then we heard crying and I look through the opening in my door (we were in my bedroom for some reason) and Nathan has woken up and is standing in the hall crying bc he heard us say his dad was married and the chick was pregnant.
WTF???? Random....it really wouldn't be my business if he did get married, not anymore.
Got to school and Sydney was there for preschool so got to hug and kiss her which was good. She was really missing me last night.
Oh and TV last night stunk. Anybody catch The Office? Ugh... Michael was sleeping with a married woman. He got all brazen about it, said he didn't care, he could do what he wanted if it made him happy, yuck!
But then a coworker took him to a baseball game where the husband was coaching and made him meet/introduce himself to husband...after Michael met him he felt guilty and stopped sleeping with the lady. Still, it was Yuck...I was on the treadmill at the Y so I couldn't change the channel!
Then I got home and I don't even watch Private Practice but it was on and I started watching. A little girl's mom had already died and then she lost her dad on that episode...they showed her finding out about her dad and punching/hitting/kicking the guy who told her...this just after my kids had called to tell me how much they missed me!!! Made me cry...
Oh, Mind! Didn't mean to make you cry! I still have so much to do that having days without the kids is a bonus for beng productive (cleaning/organizing/budget stuff/yard/workouts), but I miss them!
It's just like, seriously? Those little faces weren't incentive enough to give this a real, legitimate try, versus going through the motions so you can tell yourself you tried? Blah.
And I am actually not all that excited about the date! I mean sure he has a great body--very nice--but I don't think we have anything in common.
He is five years younger than me... His interests include street bikes, dirt bikes, sky diving, and the military... His vernacular is different than mine... His favorite musician is Brian McKnight...
However he has been nothing but nice and respectful. Unlike some other match guys there have been no inappropriate or lewd/crude text messages or requests for picture messages. However I'd like to think it takes more than the basics of civility to get my attention.
That being said I will go and we will find out if there is more in common that hasn't been discovered yet.
The kids want their mom and dad all the time, it makes me so angry that they have to share us when none of this is their fault...I know it is the same thing everyone is dealing with but it is getting to me tonight...
Well he called this am and was running late (surprise) so I said I would just bring it with me since I plan to go watch the first practice. 