As of a few hours ago he was alive, tired but alive.
(((Hugs)))
I've posted this on tristan's thread but I'll post it on here as well because it's worth saying again (and several times at that):
Serenity, If no one has told you lately, you're a beautiful lady inside and out, don't let anyone tell you different.
((((Rob))))
I saw this On T's thread first and it made me get teary-eyed...That is one of the nicest things anyone has said to me in a long time, and I thank you so very much.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
As of a few hours ago he was alive, tired but alive.
(((Hugs)))
I've posted this on tristan's thread but I'll post it on here as well because it's worth saying again (and several times at that):
Serenity, If no one has told you lately, you're a beautiful lady inside and out, don't let anyone tell you different.
((((Rob))))
I saw this On T's thread first and it made me get teary-eyed...That is one of the nicest things anyone has said to me in a long time, and I thank you so very much.
((((Serenity))))
Big hugs right back at ya
- and I hope I did that bracket thing above correctly, it's my first attempt at an online hug LOL!
my M is over. too much bad stuff has happened. SHe hasn't said a word to me in almost a week. I know she's mad about the exposal and the psyc ward trip.
She's gone totally deathly silent now.
Maybe if I would have been N.C. all this time things would have been different. I'll never know that but probably not.
She'd still be on this websites and meeting other guys probably. I'd still be getting lied to.
I've done a few things out of hurt and anger recently but the majority of it was concern.
It's hard not to when you're just on this emotional roller coaster of highs and lows and someone seems to just get a kick out of seeing you go high and fall low.
i guess i should give up
waw 36 (spiritual covenant and common law marriage)me 32 together 13 mos. Bomb dropped march 2nd 2010
children SD (8) S (10) S (3) need help from anyone with my sitch
talked to my therapist. i cannot get antidepressants from her on monday cause she can't write prescriptions so i have to get a referral from her then see ANOTHER FREAKING DOCTOR
waw 36 (spiritual covenant and common law marriage)me 32 together 13 mos. Bomb dropped march 2nd 2010
children SD (8) S (10) S (3) need help from anyone with my sitch
She'd still be on this websites and meeting other guys probably. I'd still be getting lied to.
Yes she would be and still will, and you finally realize it, the truth may suck right now but give it some time and you will feel better about accepting this truth and the reality of the situation. That's who she is and being Mr.Nice Guy to her only enabled her to continue doing what she was doing and apparently she didn't mind hurting you or taking you for granted.
Turn this around. This is your mindset now: this is her loss, not yours.
None of those guys would have put the effort you put into her and that's something she'll learn soon enough when the fantasy bubble pops and she's returned to reality.
Originally Posted By: james217
It's hard not to when you're just on this emotional roller coaster of highs and lows and someone seems to just get a kick out of seeing you go high and fall low.
Yes it is hard, you're right but you're handling it, no worries, you'll get through this.
Originally Posted By: james217
i guess i should give up
You should detach, move on and work on a great life for you, in fact doing that will give her a dose of reality and if you do it right, she'll be the one chasing you and you'll be smart enough at that point not to be easy, to make her work for it if that's even what you want at that point because you'll probably know that you have a lot of options, plenty of fish in the sea for you and she'll know that too because once she's done chasing the losers out there and once she sees what she gave up in you, she'll know she made a big mistake and that's a hard lesson for people to learn.
Let her learn it.
Right now, you get your life back on track and be the best you that you're able to be, the rest will fall into place when you get aligned with your new life and new way of living.
