Arg. Crashing a little today. Seems the chatter in my mind is subsiding, and now feeling it a little more. Well, inevitable I suppose.
Realize that I'm coping partially by talking, talking, talking to other people. Yeah, yesterday I belched up quite a bit on my thread here. That's good I suppose, exorcising. Guess I also need to experience the quiet and aloneness, so maybe swinging back to that now.
It is weird, to pick them up and drop them off without talking to her. I suppose that's what a lot of you guys have experienced as a matter of course. And it is good, to continue to remove her and the D situation from the forefront of my life.
Took the boys to their school open house last night. Funny, ran into some mutual friends, the husband shook my hand enthusiastically and said hello, the wife wouldn't even look at me. Funny how people respond. And again, knowing the nature of the things XW has said to her friends, I had that moment of - That's really not cool. I'm going to be raising my kids in this community. But honestly it doesn't matter.
