Im feeling sad today. It is difficult to get motivated to do things. I don't know what I will do for Memorial Day and that makes me sad. I am going to go to the park now and go running and read my text book. I was looking for jobs to but did'nt see any. My son seems very sad lately, and that makes me sad. He was very quiet yesterday and I told him I think he needs to go talk to someone. I am going to take him to my counselor again next week.