I just can't take it anymore

[james217]

my M is over. too much bad stuff has happened. SHe hasn't said a word to me in almost a week. I know she's mad about the exposal and the psyc ward trip.

She's gone totally deathly silent now.

Maybe if I would have been N.C. all this time things would have been different. I'll never know that but probably not.

She'd still be on this websites and meeting other guys probably. I'd still be getting lied to.

I've done a few things out of hurt and anger recently but the majority of it was concern.

It's hard not to when you're just on this emotional roller coaster of highs and lows and someone seems to just get a kick out of seeing you go high and fall low.

i guess i should give up