You are building your R with your H into what you want it to be now. Letting go of the past is the important first step to a healthy future. I'm so happy for you K. You are headed toward the ultimate reinvention of your M. AWESOME!
An idea......when H is packing for his trip, place a few strategic things in his baggage so when he unpacks it he is immediately reminded of you.
1)a pair of lacy panties sprayed with your perfume. 2)tuck notes inside his shave kit, in his shoes, stuffed in his socks. 3)wrap a few of his favorite snacks and tuck them in corners of his bag. 4)Use a plain white sheet of paper, put on your favorite lipstick and kiss it....over and over and over. Put it in his carry on in some of his paperwork you know he will access frequently.
Just some thoughts.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!