Thanks Eric- hope all's well w/ you- I'll catch up on things later tonight.
The drinking was not a good idea on my part- there's a reason I haven't done it in years.
Looking back- I see the value of detachment, of GAL, of everything...
Everyone of my friends have told me to go into "self preservation mode"- I had no idea what this is or how to get there at the time.
These sitches, like life is a process- they are not hammered out in weeks, months, or years- the horizon has to be pushed very far back and there can be no real goal other than getting there as the best person you can be.
I do understand this and I also realize that "action" is required...
