Hey lees,

I know, loads of options right? I've gotten home from work and I'm absolutely knackered. I've been dancing nearly every night this week, along with the stupidly early mornings and the loads of exercise... I think it's taking it's toll.

Also, the lack of sleep isn't helping much.

I'll have a look at hiking groups.... I don't know if there's any trampolining in town... I'd worry that I have to lose a bit more weight first!

I've got loads of muso friends... I'm just not sure if it's what I'm looking for... OK, I don't know WHAT I'm looking for, but you know?

I've got some Japanese CDs that I've been working through (Konbanwa), Just want to make sure I'm making enough progress on it.

I can tell that the doing is important - the three nights dancing booked up are good... will have to see what this new venue is like.

I've got a few options for the weekend popped up today, which is nice. But tonight, tonight is still a loose end. Just as well really, I think I can use the sleep.

Working the long hours also hurt my head... lots of time dwelling. I've told one person at work now, and going to need to start telling people (They've been making jokes about my wife and the reasons she's on the other side of the earth.... not helping, but I keep my composure, it's not malicious, they don't know).

I think I need to stop posting tonight before this becomes too much of a wallowing in self pity party.

It'll all look better tomorrow.


Me: 29
H: 25
T:7yrs
M:5yrs

Bomb: 23/04/10

Had no idea anything was wrong. Cheated so she could end it without talking.