help some advice plse..have i finished it for good

[JacT]

Lin you are always so sensible.I can really see how you have got through this.I do not call him down to the girls.I so want him to be part of their lives..I am going to use the massages regularly.I am starting to get the GAL..REALLY GET IT...I am taking it down to my soul.
I will look at printing some info..thats great idea.I have arranged for my youngest to go to counselling so thats another step for her and I think it will help.
My brother is getting married on July 1st.I am starting to get excited for the first time..hes the baby of the family 14 years between him and I .My H was supposed to be bestman.He was crying when my bros asked him.He has known him since he was 9 months old.I think this is the final hurdle I have to get over..its two weeks before the 1st anniversary of our split.
Our wedding anniversary is 28th of this month.I wonder how he will feel on that day?
My massage therapist(I know well) says she cant believe he wont be miserable and wondering how he got himself into this mess.
I just worry about the cdg and how thats over riding all his feelings.,,
thanks again LiN you are truly a wonderful person in heart and mind..truly.