Just found out she already filed

[ImprovedRomeo]

FM, I know you've told me several times to expand my social circle and do things out of my comfort zone. I hear you but I just don't know how to do it. Like today, I went to lunch with the guys on my team but was mostly quiet and listening to them talking about the games etc. Then after a meeting I talked to this new girl at work on the way back to my office- I just struck up a conversation with her and it went fine. Now what? lol

I also signed up for a picnic event at a kid's park nearby...

Wii...I hear you, I know I've said those same things to others before and to myself (not the mail order bride part :)). I know I'm not ready for a relationship, I know that. But I do desire sitting by the beach with a cute girl and just talking the day away. I'll try to seek out other ways of getting a life too but I'm not going to turn down a girl who looks at me in a flirty way (no I'm not as popular as Geronimo but it could happen! LOL).

Mail order Bride...talk about going off the deep end!