Lost, confused and fighting for my marriage

[Hopeful728]

Thanks. I understand that going to a workshop is a long shot, but I'm still not ready to give up on our marriage. I can not sign divorce papers knowing there was something else out there that I could have tried. I have to know that I did everything I could. Maybe it's stupid and maybe I'm just in denial...but I feel this is something I have to do. I've explained that to my H and he is still willing to go- even after the D bomb. I found a workshop that we will attend at the end of June and we'll go from there.

In the meantime, I still plan on meeting with a divorce attorney and preparing myself in case this workshop doesn't make a difference.

I think this whole thing would be easier if my H wasn't giving so many mixed messages. On Tuesday he said he was done and on Thursday he came over to change my brakes and oil on my car. Then he came back later to fix the TV for me...all without me asking. Maybe I'm reading too much into it, but I would think if he was completly done and had no feelings for me-as he claims- he wouldn't still be doing those type of things. Who knows? I feel like everything with him has been one big question mark that keeps me turning in circles.