Yeah...I am going to be sore at 5 am when I get up for bootcamp! Went to the Y after mowing the yard. Ran 7.3 miles, don't know how I will EVER get to 12.4!!! aargh

So I had called the kids on the way to the Y to say goodnight in case they were in bed when I got done. Got VM so told dan I was calling kids and would try again after the Y. Got in car at 9:05, called but VM again. So I texted, "Are they awake?"

He didn't answer and by then I had arrived at his house bc I needed to drop off Nathan's practice clothes for baseball tomorrow. Since I hadn't heard from Dan I just dropped the bag of clothes on the porch and left, they didn't even know I was there! Didn't want to interrupt if they were doing the bedtime routine...just texted him that the clothes were there

He had the kids call me like 5 minutes later. Nathan sounded so little on the phone! He asked me "Mom what are we doing Monday?" bc I don't get them back until Sunday night... I asked what he wanted to do. He said, "I want to flop a big blanket all over the living room floor and just cuddle you"... frown

Then Sydney got on and the first thing she said is, "Mommy when is it going to be a Mommy Day?" I told her, "In four days baby." She sighed in a sad way. I told her I would see her tomorrow bc I am going to go to brubby's (Nate) first practice. I hung up and texted Dan--I know, shouldn't have-- "Kids missing me and I miss them" and he replied "Sydney very much so this evening. I will give her extra hugs for you." frown

Sad mad and frustrated... cry The kids want their mom and dad all the time, it makes me so angry that they have to share us when none of this is their fault...I know it is the same thing everyone is dealing with but it is getting to me tonight...

Me-35

Together: 18 yrs
M-12.5 yrs
S-8
D-4
D'd: Feb. 2010

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