Holy cow, nlt! I'm new & just catching up on your sitch.
I don't have much to add, but I wanted to tell you that I admire that you have been so strong in the face of so much. To remember H in your prayers is an incredible thing--kind & selfless in light of how badly he hurt you.
I'll remember you in mine tonight.
(((hugs)))
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.