i have decided to start writing little emails to hubby - and to journal will be posting them here. checked it out with a fellow db'r before sending to make sure it didn't sound too pursuing, and keep in mind i am sending these with absolutely NO expectation of getting anything in return, just wanting him to know how i feel
we used to be very mushy with letters to each other, would like to get that way again...
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in doing the dishes this morning and glancing outside at how utterly miserable it is, i had to take the time to write you a note
you are out there, doing the best you can to make a living for this family, and that is awesome - i thank you for it.
i also got to thinking how wonderful it would be to have your chili on a day like today. i think back to how many times you made chili on days like this and how it made me feel when you made it - all warm and toasty - and i used to (still am) be so amazed that a "guy" could cook like you do.
since i can't have your chili i also want to thank you for being so supportive over the past year in regards to my weight loss, being so accomodating in the way that you and the kids have eaten to make sure that i stay on plan. forsaking some of your favorite things because you worry that it would be too TEMPTING for me.
i have so neglected to be appreciative of the little things that are good in my life, something that i am working to change. so i had to let you know, that i am truly grateful.
