Lees you talked suicide and thats losing hope in life..your better than that.Maybe you have answered you own question about saving things...perhaps thats why she is making small reconnects.

Latterly we were not fixing our issues and it became apparent the brick wall was the ow, they are parasites of the worst form..predators..oh dont let me rant..Do you know any good chemists who could develop a giant OP bug spray..make a fortune!!!
You still have a hoice not to walk away)))
Ye my H is lost totally..but I cant do this for him..he could have waved...just goes to show how lost in the fog they get.You W isnt any diff at mo.

TAKE CARE FRIEND

ME 44
H 45
D 14
D 20
M 22 YEARS
TOGETHER 28YEARS
Bomb Drop 14th July 09
Seperated-living with OW 10mths(14/07/09)
MLC 3years

Silence wasn't golden in this marriage; it was deadly," Dr. Robin L. Smith