pam - keep it up darlin, you have been doing SO WELL!!! you are an absolute inspiration to me how much you have come in so short a time!!!! yes, our little hen party yesterday morning was a blast eh? oh us women would be dangerous if we ever got together
shiny - by all means, blame the 20 pounds on him, after all the blaming they have done to us???? LOL - thanks for the understanding on the inner dialog thing, i had forgotten how good it feels not to worry about things
jamesjohn - oh my, i am in SHOCK!!! the legendary jj visited my thread (just kidding jj, i really do admire you) - the little things do mean alot i am beginning to realize more than ever. check out my positives for this weekend coming up.
holdingon - got you in your thread
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POSITIVES
1) hubby asked me if i wanted any breakfast saturday morning, usual answer is, nah, that's ok, i can do it, but i said, hey, whatcha fixin? he said, i don't know, an omelet or something, and then i said, just surprise me! and he came back with this LUSCIOUS omelet that i couldn't stop going ga ga over all morning. i think he really enjoyed doing that for me (just drop the rope kitti)
2) wasn't feeling too well yesterday so was in bed alot of the day, hubby came in to check on me what seemed like every half hour or so, that is just so unlike him - whenever i don't feel well he usually just leaves me alone, but he kept asking me if there was anything i need
3) wasn't interested in watching the race yesterday, but he did in another room and he had to keep coming in to where i was to keep giving me updates (it was so cute)
things are still in limbo, but where would i be if i wasn't doing this and living here? that keeps me here, cause the alternative is not acceptable
