Lees we all have down days so dont beat yourself.You are doing enough of that already.I have attached a piece on what hope is all about.Its heavy reading so have a look when you feel better. She can be going through a MLC, the age bracket is generally 30-50.You under estimate the power you have when you GAL,concetrate on you and focus on your future.She is in alittle world of her own at the moment and I amsure you will realise that all the chemicals in her brain are dancing around given shes infatuated with th OM.She not in love.She knows she still has time to play with before her marriage officially ends.So all is not lost.Read iMlin sitch on my thread..its incredible but it is because she decided to stand and fight for her H. The first time I was the WAS.I did not have an A.My husband never gave up though, he said he would fight for me and he did.Even after the D he fought,he believed we were going to be togther it was our destiny.That made him very attractive to me and showed how much he really did love me.Early on I wouldnt even speak to him.I was SURE it was finished. Lees you cant be certain if its over but you can stand for your marriage and do all the things that may draw your W back.You can also decide you dont want to do any more and draw a line..you maybe in a space where you dont know what you want. All of this is ok..its early days. As I said on my sitch my mum had an A with my dad and she has ppaid for it ten fold.These people will get their come uppance, some day, some where...they will. The one thing you have is life..as a dcotor you will appreciate how easily that can be taken away..there is no person worth losing life for OR losing your health, or your mind. I can say that cos I am a little further down the line. Tomorrow will be better and the next day may be hard...but the good days become more freqeunt.You have so much toi look fwd to..dont let anyone take away the dream...
