really makes great sense. I guess I'm just still battling with letting my wife validate my happiness. We are both guilty of that I think.
I have soured in R with others as well. My family, friends and coworkers all have suffered from my bitterness and anger. For a while before the bomb dropped I was getting more and more upset with the type of person I had become. I don't know if W will notice the changes but regardless it will be better for me.
It's really difficult to appear like I'm doing well around her. I am trying to stay focused and positive but it's wearing me out.
