feeling numb...almost to a point where i'm not sure anymore i want to be with H. i've been thinking more about our sitch and previous history and i think my H is a runner. not sure i would want to stay with someone like that long term so maybe there is hidden blessing in this.
i'm not giving up but for the last few days, reflecting.
btw, all your advice on R talk....uh yah, you're right! had to backslide a few times to get it knocked into my head.
