Mystik, I had sleeping pills and they were a blessing, it was the *peace* I often needed to close down my mind for a while.
Suggest that you really need help to the doc/nurse and see what they can do for you.
*hugs Abbey
T:22, M:20 H:55 Me:45 H-OW PA: N/07 OW Jan08 Bomb:Feb/08 S: Apr/08 Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11 Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess. Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.