You see my children and my W are the reason why I could deal with my disabilities. Why I fought for the will to live. IT made it all worth it. I'm alone. I feel dead empty destitute sad miserable pathetic and a cripple. I'm a prisoner of my own mind and body.
I am losing the will to live and fight. Im afraid i feel helpless. I don't see hope.
i'm sorry c.g. i'm sorry db family. I'm sorry serenity.
waw 36 (spiritual covenant and common law marriage)me 32 together 13 mos. Bomb dropped march 2nd 2010
children SD (8) S (10) S (3) need help from anyone with my sitch
Please don't give up hope...You need to talk to someone asap...I know you don't want to call a hotline however you need to. You are in a very dark place right now and will not be able to get out of it alone...
I will sit here all night with you if you need me...You can vent, you can cry, you can rage...You can not however take your life - Period.
You on the alt? Instant message?
Tell me how I can help you.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
Please don't give up hope...You need to talk to someone asap...I know you don't want to call a hotline however you need to. You are in a very dark place right now and will not be able to get out of it alone...
I will sit here all night with you if you need me...You can vent, you can cry, you can rage...You can not however take your life - Period.
You on the alt? Instant message?
Tell me how I can help you.
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waw 36 (spiritual covenant and common law marriage)me 32 together 13 mos. Bomb dropped march 2nd 2010
children SD (8) S (10) S (3) need help from anyone with my sitch
With the way the world is and the difficulties involved in living, I understand how one can question God's existence. However that is where faith comes in. You seem to take responsibility for your part. Forgive yourself for imperfections, we all have them. Trust he will give you what you need. Ask, seek, and knock on his door through prayer and reading the Good Book. He will show you the way, but you have to trust. It is not always easy but it will not be more difficult than what you are going through now.
Whatever you decide to believe in, believe things can and will change for the better. Prayers and blessings, keep seeking the help it will come
Married:10 years D final 8/28/08 10 minutes is all it took Life goes on and DB was no small part in growing from the Divorce!
I just googled it. I'm familiar with it. Here's the thing. Im starting to question my faith period. How can God make love and take it away? My family is totally messed up. Why would he allow that? I love my family. WHy do I have all these disabilities? Why does God allow these types of sicknesses to exist? Why? lately that's all I ask.
This is a question as old as time itself. The only good answer I've ever seen is from Fr. John Corapi: God allows these things to bring a greater good out of them. We don't understand what that is until later. Faith allows us to trust that He knows what He is doing.
WAW Using God Me-43 W-40 M-14 S-11 S-9 D-7 EABomb 5/09 Separated 12/09
