WAW still around, DBing starting to work

[gutwrenching]

I tried the understand how hard this is and what can I do to help...answer was "I don't know"...which then led to I'm still not happy, don't know how to let go of all the negative stuff that has built up inside of me, don't know what to do.

She was in bad mood most of the day yesterday and then in a somber/sad mood last night.

She doesn't seem to have given up yet, she still initiated being held last night before going to sleep...don't think that is a "game"...this was the first thing to go when she tried for less than a week the one time.

But the rollercoaster continues.