The light at the end of the tunnel

[kjensen]

I am much more detached and actually looking forward to this divorce being over soon.

Both my daughters had choir performances this week. H went to first half of D14's and didn't go at all to D12's b/c he was feeling ill. When I saw him yesterday he said he hadn't been sleeping well the last few nights(he just moved into his condo).

He noticed a necklace I had on that I'd gotten at Christmas from my mother and commented on it. Only mention that b/c he hasn't really taken an interest in me for so long...but for me its too little (and often laced with anger or self-pity), too late.

I'm sad this marriage ended, and ended the way it did. I regret that I wasn't a better wife in ways I now realize I could have been. I've learned alot along the way through this journey and am trying to remain present and remember my lessons.

Looking to get out of this tunnel soon!