Well, D and I had a great Daddy daughter afternoon, bowling got a new wii game and talked about camping and Papa. She is finally opening up alittle bit.
Then the W calls at 730. Tells me she can't make MC appt because is is taking half day and friday off from work. I asked foolishly why and of course new the answer. W is picking up OM at airport and then spending friday w him as well. I get upset and say I don't want my kids around your OM and hang up. D senses my anger and says she is sad too and mommy shouldn't have a BF. She said her heart was in peices and we should be like Shrek and fiona...kids
This am, W called to talk to D, who didn't talk to mommy at all b/c she is still upset. W asks why and I said it is b/c you are picking up your OM and she doesn't like that. We get into an argument about how D found out about p/u of OM and then it ugly. W had planned on picking up kids on friday and then hanging out with OM at her apt for the weekend. She probably still will. She has lost all sense of reality and is only living for the now and trying to push me farther away. And yes it is working. As of now I will NC w WAW...
I do need some advice though....I think it would be easier to just D and get it over w...but I know she could turn around too when she gets out of her funk. I just don't know if I can do it any more!!!
