Nearly 2 years out and I am trying to remake the house to get rid of his ghost. Things have come up here and there and with the focus being on the 4 kids, the house hasn't moved along quite as fast as I would have liked. Paint the walls a new color. change the furniture. I did buy all new sheets and a new cover for my bed. Things he has never touched. I am making the house all mine now.

Get out more and live your life more as you did before the marriage. Pick up on old interests. I actually made myself a bucket list, though I have no plans of dying soon. I am working on arranging a hot air balloon ride next month. Then I will look into the next thing. I thought I had to do the list with my kids, but I don't. It is MY list afterall.

kat

Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory