Anyway. Picked the kids up. XW's comment this afternoon was "I don't want to be anywhere near you, I'm grieving." OK.
Wow, I mostly feel relief. I wonder if this is going to well up and sucker-punch me soon.
What I think is that your XW kind of had a picture in her mind of life after D being better than it was. You had a picture in your mind life would be worse. So for you it's not as bad as you thought it might be, and she is finding it's not as good as she thought it would be. I still have moments of sadness, but overall life is way better after D than I thought it would be.
