This board is full of support. I am sorry that you don’t see that.
Support is NOT someone sitting around, listening to a pity party, encouraging you to do things that will hurt you, and commiserating about all that has been done wrong to you.
We do empathize but we want to support you in your healing and growth, not in feeling sorry for yourself. Sometimes tough love is required for that. Usually when someone is faced with a bit of reality, they open their eyes and take a look at themselves. You, on the other hand, either ask people to stop posting because they are abusive, or you completely avoid what they have said to you.
I have watched this thread and have completely agreed with everything that others posted to you. Especially Mr. Bond because he was the one who was taking the hard stance before others were. Which is maybe not what you needed to hear, but you need some sort of a wake up call.
You have minimized what others have said, even when they have empathized and tried to show you their fears, their vunerabilities, and tried to show you you ARE NOT ALONE. You have avoided answering direct questions people ask of you and you said that you havent’ found any support.
I agree with CovenantKeeper. You want attention. You may not see it that way but it sure looks like that from the outside.
Rysmom, you need to get help. I pray that you do that soon.
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
