I am so jealous of the convos you have with him. Its like washing all the hurtful things away. Little by little, more every time. I hope you realise how precious those convos are.And he really CANT repeat more times how bad he feels etc etc...
How does he feel about the wedding preparations? How is the dress? What will you do with your hair? Shoes? Where are you going for honeymoon? K
BTW, do you have a paypal account and if yes, which email is it connected to?