Yeah, I replied too quickly.... I got up and saw the email as I was getting ready for work.... I didn't want to stew over it all day at work, so I replied straight away.
... I know I overdid it.
But I'm also being held back by the fear. I don't want her to think I'm dating so therefore it's alright for her to.
Not that'd I'd know if she is already or not.
Am I thinking she's forgotten we're married? Maybe. Kinda hoping she's forgotten so that all I need to do is remind her. I know that's not the case.
I don't know what she's thinking anymore... beyond 'get him out of my life asap so I can forget all of this'.... and that sucks.
Not feeling TOO down all things considered, just tired. Gone dancing three days in a row, and now I'm just exhausted.
Still, can't sleep... need to find something to do.
Me: 29 H: 25 T:7yrs M:5yrs
Bomb: 23/04/10
Had no idea anything was wrong. Cheated so she could end it without talking.
