Need a Plan for My Marriage

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Well I received my first paycheck today, and I bought S a bed. He had been sleeping on a futon, and he wanted his own bed, so I bought a nice used bed that he is so happy about. I am so glad. It is in very good condition. I did not have money to buy a new bed for him yet. I hope to be starting a new job too that is a permanent part-time job with a very good company. It could go permanent full-time if I do a good job.

Also there is another company that is very interested in me for another full-time position. I hope to interview with them in the next week or so. Things are looking up for me. I probably will not even have to interview for the part-time position because my resume says it all. Also, I am working to see if the company will pay a higher rate of pay.

I am having some success since I quit listening to W. Now I am doing it my way and for me and the kids. These are all potential opportunities. I do like that I am taking the initiative to follow my instincts and do what is right for me. It is a feeling that I have not had in awhile and want to have over and over.

Nothing is for sure until I am hired, but at least I feel that I am doing the right things to correct the position I (only me) allowed to happen to me. It is kind of a boost to me to show I can do it.

I am not worried what she thinks or does not think. This is partially what put me in the position I am in.

It has been great to work the temporary positon I have, and I will be happy to have any job right now. I liked having my own money. I need to rebuild myself and my resume to achieve the goals I have set for myself and my future.