still separated, headed for D?

[newmama]

hee hee... "detailed" and "descriptive" are polite ways of saying I write some super long posts! I do use this site as my journaling!

But thank you for saying you feel like you are there when reading it!

Ok just wanted to add:

My best friend is so worried that I will be disappointed by creating this plan. I tell her it is last resort- what have I got to lose?

And I think maybe my anti-d's are starting to work. It will be the 9th day. But I made it through today without crying and I feel good, too.