Give me a freaking break!! Do you honestly think you are the only one here who could be/is being ruined financially by their MLC spouse? Please woman! I am sitting here in my house where the last mortgage payment was made last October! I am on unemployment, barely able to pay the utilities and my car payment, let alone the mortgage. Do you see me on here crying and whining every freaking minute of the day because of my problems? NO YOU DON'T!!!! Am I worried? You bet your sweet bippy I am! Scared sh**less would be more accurate. The difference between me and you is I decided a long time ago that wringing my hands and crying about it will get me nowhere! I had to give it to God. I have to trust Him that He will take care of me and this will end ok.
Your whole deal about the Google maps thing is a joke and you know it. You know those are ads that mean nothing. And you also know that you can not get information about your husband's computer by just getting into his e-mail. It doesn't work that way.
I am starting to believe that we are all giving you exactly what you have wanted from the start. Attention. The more unstable you act, the more we get concerned. But, now I am wondering if you are doing it on purpose. Yeah, you say you are going to the doctor, seeing a counselor, semi-taking medication. Big deal. We can all do that, but if we don't put ourselves in it and really try to make ourselves better, it won't amount to a hill of beans.
Do I sound harsh? Yeah, I probably do to you. And perhaps to others. But, I see a lot of people taking time to respond to you instead of others on here who do need help and advice. Those others have real problems, too. And this might come as a surprise to you, but some other people have problems a WHOLE LOT WORSE THAN YOU!
I am friends with a family where the wife acted just like you. She craved attention of every kind and we watched as she went to one doctor after the other. She would always come back with a new diagnosis of how messed up she was. Well, wouldn't you know it....she was playing everyone! She had a faithful husband who eventually found out she was having an affair....well, not actually an affair...she was just having sex with multiple men. Now her unstable act is biting her in the butt big time! Her husband has all that history to use against her. She will wind up losing everything.....especially her children. And the friends that she had have now seen her true colors and are coming to the aid of her husband and children.
You are on that path if you don't stop all this and take the advice from these wise sages on this forum. You are acting like a person does when they immediately have the bomb dropped on them. We probably all acted nuts in the beginning, doing things we regret. But, you are far from being new to this! What's the definition of insanity? Doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results. So, I hope to see some improvement in your posts. Baby steps will be fine. We all go at our own pace. However, IMO if I continue to see you wallow in self pity, I will have to believe I am right about you only wanting attention. And frankly, I have my own issues to deal with than to get involved in your pity party. Please prove me wrong.
