Calling all affair annihilators & boundary setters

[courts0818]

Well...maybe I'm seeing a little bit of progress? H has been spending more time at home with us and asking to come over at least one day on his "off" weekend. And he's slowly starting to answer some of my questions and talk a little about the A.

We are not really engaging in conversations with each other, but through DD he is being nice to me. If that makes sense. He says nice stuff to her about me and I can hear him.

But still...if only there was magic fairy dust that would take all of the pain away. A girl can dream, right?

I asked him why he checked out of the marriage instead of working on it. He said he doesn't have a good answer but looking back he would have.

I guess I keep moving forward and trying to heal.