I think you are getting more delusional...sorry, but your actions are very out of wack even for a LBS! Maybe it is the Alkasezer and the meds...but you are bouncing like superball in a concrete room!
Get off the computer, stop snooping, you can't really know what HIS history says when you are not on his computer...sorry, my H is a computer specialist and he said NO WAY unless you are hacking and he doubts that most lay persons can do what you are claiming...
Breath, eat, sleep, see your doctor, and quit quit quit snooping...you are just confirming to him that he made the right decision to leave and quite frankly I would not recommend him to come home YOU as you are right now!