Close your eyes. Take a deep breath in. Hold it. and Release.
Now go look at the thread I just bumped up for you titled Speculation. Read it.
If you want to be okay you will be. You have to want it more than you want to figure out what your husband is doing and thinking.
Hang in there. ~ swl
Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again. Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future, without fear. {Henry Wadsworth Longfellow}
